There is a part of every gal's heart that envisions her Prince Charming ..and i was no different from a young age i started dreaming of Prince Charming..i used to think about how Mr Perfect my Prince Charming always rides on his blue horse-NEELA GHODA ( yes for some unknown reason but romantic one the horse is blue instead of white),to sweep me off of my feet, we ride off into the sunset, get married and live happily ever after..
i used to think how he will propose me..what will happen when i would see him for the first time...he will bring me roses ..will sing romantic songs ...we will hand around hand in hand..i will cook his fav food..i will wear his fav color to impress her ..i will to everything he likes to love him n to be loved in return..all these regular stuffs..i never fell in love, as God has already planted his image deep in my heart,i used to fantasize about him even day dreaming sometimes in college too..some close frnds of mine used to tease me by saying stuffs about neela ghoda.... but they dint know it tickled my heart n i used to love that... :)only my best frnd knows that i used to write abt him ..what i want in him..n what i feel in absence of him n ..whatever has happened in my life till that time i wrote all to him..my mood swings..my happy n bad times how much i missed someone to be with me..on each new year n valentine's day! i used to collect greetings on these days to give him when i will find him..it was all lovely n romantic ..being a Pisces m very romantic, imaginative kind of person and sensitive too,who easily get affected by the situation in which i am,so when i lost my papa who was my best frnd my everything i got the biggest loss of my life...all happiness gone !there was only one hope in my life my Prince charming..God knows why i was so serious about this imaginary person that he was the sole reason to make me live in this earth! ..i thought there is someone in this crazy messed up world who will love me unconditionally like my papa used to...i started waiting for him day n night ...i was so much dedicated to this unknown person that i couldn't find anyone to fall in love ..some boys of my college n separate from college proposed me..but my heart was so much set on that imaginary person my prince that they didn't match to Mr. Perfect,its not like i had something very spl expectation from my dream man i used to think only some general things in him but they cudn't attract my attention , even I dint know who he was or what he look like I knew one thing. I already love you. My heart belongs to you.,my frnds told me that i shouldn't think like this way its sheer madness..sometimes i also had doubt on his existence i became sad n frustrated at times ..why he was taking this long to come to me...but somewhere deep in my heart i always wanted him n waited for him...
i used to think how he will propose me..what will happen when i would see him for the first time...he will bring me roses ..will sing romantic songs ...we will hand around hand in hand..i will cook his fav food..i will wear his fav color to impress her ..i will to everything he likes to love him n to be loved in return..all these regular stuffs..i never fell in love, as God has already planted his image deep in my heart,i used to fantasize about him even day dreaming sometimes in college too..some close frnds of mine used to tease me by saying stuffs about neela ghoda.... but they dint know it tickled my heart n i used to love that... :)only my best frnd knows that i used to write abt him ..what i want in him..n what i feel in absence of him n ..whatever has happened in my life till that time i wrote all to him..my mood swings..my happy n bad times how much i missed someone to be with me..on each new year n valentine's day! i used to collect greetings on these days to give him when i will find him..it was all lovely n romantic ..being a Pisces m very romantic, imaginative kind of person and sensitive too,who easily get affected by the situation in which i am,so when i lost my papa who was my best frnd my everything i got the biggest loss of my life...all happiness gone !there was only one hope in my life my Prince charming..God knows why i was so serious about this imaginary person that he was the sole reason to make me live in this earth! ..i thought there is someone in this crazy messed up world who will love me unconditionally like my papa used to...i started waiting for him day n night ...i was so much dedicated to this unknown person that i couldn't find anyone to fall in love ..some boys of my college n separate from college proposed me..but my heart was so much set on that imaginary person my prince that they didn't match to Mr. Perfect,its not like i had something very spl expectation from my dream man i used to think only some general things in him but they cudn't attract my attention , even I dint know who he was or what he look like I knew one thing. I already love you. My heart belongs to you.,my frnds told me that i shouldn't think like this way its sheer madness..sometimes i also had doubt on his existence i became sad n frustrated at times ..why he was taking this long to come to me...but somewhere deep in my heart i always wanted him n waited for him...
I knew it that someday i will prove that the man i was searching does exist and some day he will make sense to the outer world.. I knew he was there. I can feel it in my pounding heart, or in my dreams, where we ride into the sunset, or maybe have a candle lit dinner by the beach. The blood-red hearts I draw on pieces of paper,the love sayings i used to write on greetings and dairy, I know, were being dedicated to someone special. I wondered every night, endlessly, what fate had in store for me, and when we would meet...
For that time, I was content. All those ‘moments’ would happen one day.. Our stars will cross one day, and that is where our story would begin. A true love story. Not a fantasy, but a miracle, something wonderful....so i waited finger crossed and palm held together ..i hoped that he was out there somewhere waiting for me too..
and today i can say that day has arrived..i have met him ..yes..my dream man my prince charming ..Amit! yes this the name..i repeated this name in my head ever since i heard it....i know its common name but for me its unique and have most beautiful alpha bates in it..n still its sounds good whenever i utter it...
i dont say that my all fantasy and dreams became true..but whatever n with whom i ended my all those expectations..and for whom my heart skipped is much more than i had ever imagined.. dreams dont come true always but it ended sometimes better than we had dreamed...
now...how i met him how i knew he is the one ...is too long to tell here...i cant write it in small as i have lot of things to say about him..he is the aim of my life.. he he the most imp person of my life..so will narrate my love story some other day..
Today is valentine's day ...its the good start today to tell the world how much i love my Amit my dream man... its my first valentine n he not with me here....missing him lot here..happy v'day shona.... i will love u forever .......
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