Thursday, February 14, 2013

Prince Charming...Mr perfect!

There is a part of every gal's heart that envisions her Prince Charming ..and i was no different from a young age i started dreaming of Prince Charming..i used to think about how Mr Perfect my Prince Charming always  rides on his blue horse-NEELA GHODA ( yes for some unknown reason but romantic one the horse is blue instead of white),to sweep me off of my feet, we ride off into the sunset, get married and live happily ever after..
i used to think how he will propose me..what will happen when i would see him for the first time...he will bring me roses ..will sing romantic songs ...we will hand around hand in hand..i will cook his fav food..i will wear his fav color to impress her ..i will to everything he likes to love him n to be loved in return..all these regular stuffs..i never fell in love, as God has already planted his image deep in my heart,i used to fantasize about him even day dreaming sometimes in college too..some close frnds of mine used to tease me by saying stuffs about neela ghoda.... but they dint know it tickled my heart n i used to love that...  :)only my best frnd knows that i used to write abt him ..what i want in him..n what i feel in absence of him n ..whatever has happened in my life till that time i wrote all to him..my mood swings..my happy n bad times how much i missed someone to be with me..on each new year n valentine's day! i used to collect greetings on these days to give him when i will find him..it was all lovely n romantic ..being a Pisces m very romantic, imaginative kind of person and sensitive too,who easily get affected by the situation in which i am,so when i lost my papa who was my best frnd my everything i got the biggest loss of my life...all happiness gone !there was only one hope in my life my Prince charming..God knows why i was so serious about this imaginary person that he was the sole reason to make me live in this earth! ..i thought there is someone in this crazy messed up world who will love me unconditionally like my papa used to...i started waiting for him day n night ...i was so much dedicated to this unknown person that i couldn't find anyone to fall in love ..some boys of my college n separate from college proposed me..but my heart was so much set on that imaginary person my prince that they didn't match to Mr. Perfect,its not like i had something very spl expectation from my dream man i used to think only some general things in him but they cudn't attract my attention , even I dint know who he was or what he look like I knew one thing. I already love you. My heart belongs to you.,my frnds told me that i shouldn't  think like this way its sheer madness..sometimes i also had doubt on his existence i became sad n frustrated at times ..why he was taking  this long to come to me...but somewhere deep in my heart i always wanted him n waited for him...

I knew it that someday i will prove that the man i was searching does exist and some day he will make sense to the outer world.. I knew he was there. I can feel it in my pounding heart, or in my dreams, where we ride into the sunset, or maybe have a candle lit dinner by the beach. The blood-red hearts I draw on pieces of paper,the love sayings i used to write on greetings and dairy, I know, were being dedicated to someone special. I wondered every night, endlessly, what fate had in store for me, and when we would meet...
For that time, I was content. All those ‘moments’ would happen one day.. Our stars will cross one day, and that is where our story would begin. A true love story. Not a fantasy, but a miracle, something wonderful....so i waited finger crossed and palm held together ..i hoped that he was out there somewhere waiting for me too..

and today i can say that day has arrived..i have met him ..yes..my dream man my prince charming ..Amit! yes this the name..i repeated this name in my head ever since i heard it....i know its common name but for me its unique and have most beautiful alpha bates in it..n still its sounds good whenever i utter it...
i dont say that my all fantasy and dreams became true..but whatever n with whom i ended my all those expectations..and for whom my heart skipped is much more than i had ever imagined.. dreams dont come true always but it ended sometimes better than we had dreamed... 
now...how i met him how i knew he is the one ...is too long to tell here...i cant write it in small as i have lot of things to say about him..he is the aim of my life.. he he the most imp person of my life..so will narrate my love story some other day.. 
Today is valentine's day ...its the good start today to tell the world how much i love my Amit my dream man... its my first valentine n he not with me here....missing him lot here..happy v'day shona.... i will love u forever .......

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

How we met..

On my request she lifted her face, looked me in the eye for a moment and then looked elsewhere. I couldn't stop looking at her but was being very careful not to stare. She looked beautiful, much more than I had imagined, her eyes were the first thing I noticed, large, mesmerizing, the kind of eyes that make your heart melt, deep but sensuous at the same time, looking into her eyes my heart skipped a beat, I'm not sure if that was the moment I lost my heart, I might have, but I am sure that within those 15 minutes my heart was gone. Before we could even start talking I was feeling drawn towards her, I couldn't help looking at her repeatedly,   how much I admired her cheeks, her hair falling on her wonderful eyes, her perfect lips, everything about her seemed so right, and my miss right, my perfection was looking at me coyly, it made my heart jump with joy.

She was the kind of girl you could say yes to, without even talking to her, and I was convinced. Then we talked, I liked her voice too, there was nothing extraordinary about that voice but it was something that entered my heart, it felt so real, so close to me, I felt like I've heard this voice a lot before, like I've been talking to her for long time. I was enjoying being lost in her eyes, surrounded by the aroma of her beauty, and drenched in familiarity of her voice when I realized that she doesn't seem interested, her eyes were saying something else but the words she said made me think that this might be our last meeting, we might never meet again, why would a perfect girl like her marry an ordinary guy like me, after all the girls I had met so far were far from perfect, they were the ones for me, who matched me, the girl sitting in front of me was way above my league, far too good for me, the one I could only dream of but can never get. Our meeting ended, everyone was prompting me to say yes, nobody asked her, I was a bit surprised, a little disturbed but also happy that it all depended on my decision but still I wanted to give her time to say no, she deserved it.

Then I prayed, I really did, there was still a ray of hope and I wanted it to come true and true did it come. What happened later is no secret, here we are together my wife and me.



Saturday, February 2, 2013

Our Love

You and I...
This is us. My lovely wife Snigdha and myself Amit. This first post is mostly the introduction of what we're going to do here. So, let me announce to the world that this is our love blog. This is our blog on which we both will be writing, sometimes sitting together and sometimes through individual posts. We'll be writing about our love, our experiences together, our dreams, our expectations, our journey of love and our plans for future.

The above picture is taken somewhere in the middle of our romantic journey so far, in this picture we have come a long way in our relationship, we met, we fell in love, we married, we discovered the real meaning of love, togetherness. But in the journey of eternal love we've barely started, we have a long way to go, we will fall in love with each other many more time, we will loose ourselves in each others eyes everyday, we'll long for each other when apart, we'll forget the world when together, we'll miss each other when one of us departs, we'll celebrate when we meet again, we'll fight, we'll makeup, we'll have a world of our own where no else is present, there'll be hugs, there'll be kisses, there'll be love and love and eternal love.. my wife Snigdha and me. There'll be many such beginnings..

We're starting this blog to celebrate our love. I love you Snigdha.